i tried everything- mp3 players, good books, wine, walking, praying (i'm not even religious!), learning more about the mechanics and physics of the aviation process.... the best thing has been the valium! 1mg lorazepam, 1 glass wine and flying is fun again!

many thanks to all of you guys! i will keep your advice in mind! the truth is that i feel much better now after reading your nice letters :)